Awkward

My life currently is the busiest it has ever been.

I mean don't get me wrong, I'm enjoy all the fun. However sometimes it can get overwhelming. The only thing that gets me through the week is hilarious stories and awkwardness with boys and my TV production class.
The most recent strange encounter is with this boy that i met at a football game. He was nice, not to cute, but whatever. I went to my friends house after the game and hung out. Nothing happened. But now two weeks later, I have this cute guy coming up to me during class laughing and asking about the night. Apparently, he has been telling people that we did stuff together that night. I am outraged, but at the same time i find it funny that he has to lie about stuff like that. Before the night we met I never saw him around school, and now i see him all the time. I have recently decided, as in within the last 2 minutes, that I am going to say something to him. I am tired of hiding my face and trying to not see him. Nothing happened so I have no reason to be embarrassed.


My day would not be complete without an incident involving a weird guy who likes me. ha
this is my life, the cute guy I like has a girlfriend and the weird guy always thinks its okay to talk to me. I don't wanna be mean, but i wanna let them know that I am out of their league. It's not like I'm a beautiful goddess, but i hope that i am at least a 7 out of 10. They are usually a 5 and below. I guess i shouldn't complain, because it gives me more to talk about to the ones I am actually interested in.

I need to CTFO.

The next year of my life is going to be insane.
I am one of the most indecisive people ever and in the next few months I have to decide some pretty important things. For example: what college to go to, what to major in, where to live, and where to work. These decisions are pretty much impossible for me.
I have a hard enough time deciding what to eat for dinner and what to wear to school. How should I be expected to make life changing decisions? It's utterly impossible.

what happen to the days where the only thing we had to decide was what we wanted for christmas.. a barbie jeep or a boom box and pink rollar blades.

... i never got my barbie jeep.